It's days like this where I want to stand tall in front of you and remind you who I am. I want to remind you that you used to say "I feel like I could spend every minute with you". Now it is more of "I am hanging out with you tomorrow, sooo I'm gonna hang out with this person tonight". I want lazy days back where they blurred together but we always left completely content. I don't like the drifting, not one bit. It doesn't help that it was a rainy gloomy day. I am packing to go back to school and it's honestly the last thing I want to be doing. It only adds that my sister and her family headed out to Midland permanently this morning. I couldn't look at anyone in the eye for fear of exposing real emotions that needed to be sparred from everyone. I tried to fight every emotion in my body today, and the rain only seemed to bring it out more. However, at the end of the day turns out all I need is a good cry and a big bed to crawl into.
♥
Loveeee.
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WE miss you sister! And dont worry I cried as soon as I pulled out of the driveway! :(
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